just break down
November 4, 2007
what is wrong with me? can’t hold out, still breaking down. wanting in, wanting out. halfpast eleven and still so restless. regret and all these ideas to fill the void. the space is difficult to pull through and the episodes are running out. what is so difficult to live through that pain prevents life from happening? all i see is the blade down the end of the street. give me this day my daily morphine.
a dandelion
pledges healing and serving
any who weeds it
losing it could have
been its mandate that breaks hearts
oh so it’s a pick
hail the bloom that speaks
so much through simplicity
if only we can